Peaces Pnwed

[BENJI PSYCHOTIC EVANS] Hello there Soulseekers!  My name is Benjamin Òpeace or piecesÓ Evans.  My mental state has deteriorated over the last few days and I feel that my marathon chat sessions will come to an end once I am detained under the Mental Health Act.  You may have noticed me acting a little more aggressive than normal.  I am perfectly fine, I just stopped taking my medication because going to the gym and taking mega-doses of vitamins A, B, C, K will help me become mentally stable.  Yesterday I logged in with the screen name [peaces out and about] to try and fool you all in to thinking I was really in the gym, exercising and chatting at the same time.  Truth of the matter is that I was just Òout and aboutÓ in my kitchen rather than in my bedroom.  When I post pictures of girls and claim these girls sent them to my, this is a made up fantasy.  I am really lonely and girls donÕt talk to me on account of me being schizophrenic and my crumbling mental state.  I get these pictures from Facebook and Photobucket and post them in chat, hoping to dupe everyone into thinking I am a real romeo.  I sometimes feel that by acting this way will cover up my own feelings of inadequacy about my manliness.  I also like to create fake text messages from ÒgirlsÓ and relay these in chat, hopefully to garner some attention and become known as a heartbreaker.  Again these are all made up.  I think the main reason for me making stuff up is because, as a child, I made up a lot of stuff and this has just continued into my adult life.  As you can tell my mental state is declining and things are getting worse.  I am trying to become more assertive but itÕs not working as I can only Google facts so quickly and the real intellectuals in chat are outdoing me.  I like using fancy words and hyperbole and hope that it will scare people away from me and I will come across as having deep psychological insight into different matters when, in actual fact, IÕm just a young man, barely out of puberty, with a shoddy education and a low IQ.